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Lacy Jae
03 October 2011 @ 08:32 pm
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Oddly, despite a number of bullying events in my life, I hadn't really considered myself as being bullied until quite recently. Looking back, there was a fair bit of it going around.

In grade six I think, a few of my guy classmates took to harassing me. I remember a couple specific events, but the one that stands out the most was them managing to wrap me up in skipping ropes and dragging me across the gravel and cement yard. It was pretty ugly, I remember there was blood and ruined clothing. I can't remember for the life of me why they didn't get punished for this or the other things they did to me, but I spent most lunch hours in the library playing Go because I didn't want to deal with their abuse.

At the same school, this nasty girl Melissa wouldn't stop making fun of me for various things. Glasses, family, name. I recall her saying something along the lines of "(last name)? Where'd you get that, out of a vending machine?" and I countered with "Gimbal? Where'd you get that, a gum ball machine?" (oh so witty) and she slapped me in the middle of French class as the teacher looked on. The teacher literally watched it happen, and then turned away.

Actually, come to think of it, I think that school was rather lacking in the 'give a shit' department, since I don't remember anything happening to anyone. (Though I did take things into my own hands with the boys who dragged me around.)

When I moved to Alberta in grade 9 (the last year of Junior high, I might add, so already very cliquey and horrible) everyone was pretty mean to me until about xmas break, but one girl apparently had a favourite seat in assemblies and threatened to slit my throat and other things if I ever sat there again. Her buddies generally made my life crappy until I finally made friends.

Thankfully, I haven't dealt with much since then. I went to a surprisingly awesome high school where I don't remember seeing anything bad happening, much less happening to me.
 
 
Lacy Jae
03 May 2011 @ 04:18 am

Originally published at Adventures in Paradise. You can comment here or there.

We arrived safely in Cairns! It was a long trek, but went pretty well. </p>

Leaving Calgary was the only time I got any photos, because I’m lazy. I tried a few coming into LAX at night, because it was amazing (more below) but I am not master of night photography in a moving plane.

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We got a little lost in LAX after being told to go to the wrong place. I almost lost the photo tube I was bringing. We tried to go through security without boarding passes. We ended up making it, though! Sadly LAX had no wifi near my gate, which annoyed the hell out of me. I like updating people while I’m traveling! Also, landing at LAX at night was amazing. Coming in over the city, watching it turn from a blur of lights to defined lights was like watching the tiniest world. I saw little blips of light that were helicopters and could imagine them as spaceships jetting out from this civilization that I was seeing from so far away. There was a point where I could just see police lights, when everything was still sooo small, that I just couldn’t get enough. And of course getting slowly closer, watching things grow, seeing the traffic. I’ve always loved this process, but at night in a huge city was the best ever. I was glued to the window the entire time.

LA to Sydney was surprisingly shortened by flying at night, because sleeping was so much easier. I remember previous trips being awake most of the time, watching a ton of movies and reading a lot. I watched about two movies total (all of “Season of the Witch,” half of “The Next Three Days” due to falling asleep, and half of “No Strings Attached” due to not being horribly interested) and a few episodes of Big Bang Theory. I did some reading. Chatted with my seatmate. Mostly slept.

Seatmate! I wish I’d taken a picture for my blog. Meet Chris, a very cute paleontologist and professor from the States. Heading to Aus for the first time, meeting his girlfriend there, who is also a paleontologist and professor. They’re going to be working at some museums here, and then doing some tours in the Sydney and Melbourne areas. He’s proposing to her while they’re here! How cool!! Anyway, chatting was great and he was sweet and they sound cool, so I asked him to keep in touch and gave him my card. :)

I forgot how amazing it smells once you walk out the doors of the Sydney airport. The vegetation was across roads but the air itself smelled like I had my face shoved in bouquets of fresh flowers. All I could do walking from one place to another was huff the air and make noises of love.

Sydney to Cairns involved learning that two of our four bags were still in LA. Thankfully it was just our hiking boots, sandals, and runners, and our bathroom stuff excluding medications we took on the plane. They’ll be arriving tomorrow, but the news involved standing in line for ages to fill out forms. It also, however, involved $100 in my pocket, so that’s cool. We learned that the sim cards we got with our VIP Backpackers packages don’t work (expiry Dec 2009 perhaps is the problem?) but got a phone on the cheap anyway. And then waited from about 8am until 1pm. We had lunch at the same place in Sydney airport that we did last time, pretty sure I had the same meal itself. I got some pens! We got some magazines and almost paid $50 for a shitty little aluminum wallet at a stupidly expensive airport store. Ugh. The flight was decent, curry was an odd choice of meal to serve and apparently everyone ahead of us thought so too, as the beef choice was gone quickly. And for once, we were not last off the plane!

It was muggy as soon as we stepped off the plane, and hot. Roni, Greg and Lily met us right outside. It was so great to see them!!!! Grabbed our remaining bags and off we went! Arrived at their beautiful house to greet Sue, Ash, and Kat! Sue brought ginger beer and made scones, and I promptly stuffed my face with both after a shower. All of the above had me thanking the gods – seriously, I think a shower after 20+ hours travel time, followed by ginger beer and scones, was heaven. Roni took a blurry iphone pic:

Roni&apos;s Pic

Greg made some tasty sort of hawaiian chicken… rolls of some sort. Empinada? Something? from a chicken place we lurve here, and they were tasty! Then I passed out…. until now. I woke up about 1:30 in the morning. I listened to the bugs and birds outside – gods, it sounds so lovely here. Never silence. I’m pretty sure the cockatoos were chatting it up with me earlier. I think it’s about 4:10 now. I’m gonna try to go back to seep for a while. Tomorrow will hopefully involve a beach, and possibly buying some pants.

Cheers from Cairns!!

xo

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Lacy Jae
26 April 2011 @ 11:22 am

Originally published at Tongue Tied 'n Twisted. You can comment here or there.

I thought I’d like to make note of all my ebooks and audiobooks. I’m getting quite the collection, so to keep myself up to date on what I’ve got, what I’m reading, and what I’ve read. It is (or will be) a page on here. :)

As far as ebooks go, I have become a huge fan. I was quite reluctant at first, as I’ve always loved the tactile experience of reading a novel. However, space for real books disappears quickly, they can be heavy (I have issues with one wrist, and arm nerve issues, I’m not a pussy I swear), awkward, take up a lot of space in my bag, and I can’t take very many when I travel. Plus I have to actually go to the book stores and find the books I want, or order them online, and I’m all about instant gratification. Ebooks, on the other hand, take up as little space as an iphone, can hold 1000+ depending on size and memory cards, and I can get them all NOW.

I use a kobo. It’s light and easy to use, I can download books anywhere there’s a wifi connection, I can synch through wifi, and the Kobo store is pretty comprehensive. Plus they’ve always got coupons going, and their prices are alright. There are occasional issues with books, like weird characters or punctuation, but overall I have pretty good luck. My one major complaint about the Kobo store is that you can only buy one book at a time.

I’m pretty sure I’m going to end up taking all my books to a used book store, and get the ebooks. I’m just in love with the convenience and space. I guess my only complaint overall is the inability to share ebooks unless I synch your piece to my computer. Ah well. :)

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Lacy Jae

Originally published at Tongue Tied 'n Twisted. You can comment here or there.

A lovely friend filled this in… and I thought I’d steal it for my own purposes. I’m a thief like that. Also I haven’t posted much due to school insanity – which is over!

10 Questions & Answers About Me

Question One: If you could do anything you want tomorrow, what would it be?
I think if I could do anything at all, I’d get my license. It’s not a big thing, but I’d like to get it as soon as possible and it’s just not looking plausible before I go to Australia.
Something I could actually do? Umm… well, a continuation of part of today’s plan, laying around in my PJs playing Mass Effect. :)

Question Two: What are your core values?
I guess my core values are creativity, honesty, passion, love.

Question Three: What are your special talents?
Being pretty decent at most things I try to do. I mean, there are definitely things I suck at (like hot glass!! – but I don’t suck as much as some people)… but ultimately I am decent or good at more things I try than I am bad. Examples?
- The first thing I really sewed was a satin dress and it was awesome. Lots of flaws, invisible to the outside. It rocked. Satin is the devil.
- When I first started wire wrapping gemstones, I would have had them in a store in Colorado if I was local. Owner was very sad I was Canadian.
- One of my instructors wants me to work on incorporating my writing into my art, because he thinks it’s super great.
- I’ve won an award for design and creation of a jewellery piece in my first jewellery class.
- Best in class at web designs.
- Making relatives cry with the paintings I’ve done of them/their kids/my cousins. And other art unrelated to them.

I do suck on a lot of things. But most creative endeavors, I’m in there. :3

Question Four: What do you do better than most people you know?
Get sick.
I dunno, actually. Not being afraid? I see myself as fearless, and I’m sure faced with some situations I wouldn’t be. But I pick up strange animals, I swim in the ocean outside of jellyfish nets, I run off after bears to attempt to get a better photo, I leaned out over the Grand Canyon (off the beaten path, where no one could see me – or would see me fall) to get a pic… I’m not afraid of being mugged or raped. I may be uncertain in social situations, but when it comes to things like these… Not so much. Lacking fear of other people probably comes from hiding an extremely violent core. *cough*

Question Five: What were your dreams as a child?
I wanted to be a vet. I remember when I was young and we used to yardsale every weekend, we found this whole set of veterinary texts, and I used to read them. I really planned on being a vet. I was into art as a kid, but never really thought of being an artist of any sort until high school, when I realized my horrible time with math and chemistry would make being a vet near impossible. I imagine I’m happier trying to be an artist than if I’d taken the vet route, but it’s hard to say. I’ve always wanted to help animals, and I’m not squeamish so I knew surgery and euthanasia wouldn’t be life-shattering for me (plus I’d lost my share of pets even by then)… Life just didn’t work out that way.
I also wanted to be a dinosaur and a unicorn.

Question Six: What is the thing you are most proud of accomplishing in your life so far?
Not letting cancer ruin my life, I guess. It seems a weird thing, to me, to be proud of… but I am, if I’m honest. It could have gone so differently, and continuing to deal with the aftermath (FIVE YEARS LATER, come ON) has had definite, major impacts on my life and mood… but through it all, I’ve maintained an ultimately happy, positive outlook on life. I took something horrible and made it a positive experience. Or at least the aftereffects – I got back to my art, I decided what I want to do with my life, I find the beauty in something that almost killed me.

Question Seven: What will you regret not doing in your life if you continue as you are now?
I’ll probably regret not taking enough risks. Not doing better in school. Not making epic awesome things while I’m there.

Question Eight: What do you want people to say about you after you are no longer living? What is your legacy?
I’ve never really thought about this. I guess I want to inspire something in the people who knew me. I want to have made people happy.
I also want to have made some decent contribution to the causes I care about. Ideally I think art fundraisers of some sort, or huge parties, or combination thereof. That’d be awesome.

Question Nine: What do you want to do when you retire?
Never retire! lol. I always want to be creating things, and if I can make money at it, I will.
I don’t think my “retirement” plans vary much from my life plans. I want to travel, and visit everyone I’ve ever met. Maybe spend lots of time with grandkids if I have them, or my friends’ if they have them.

Question Ten: Outside of parents who influenced your life more than anyone else; who had an impact on your life and what was it about that person that meant something to you?
Tracy. She’s had a lot of hard things happen in her life, things that seem impossible to deal with, and yet she keeps going strong. She’s seriously one of the strongest people I know. Tracy’s an inspiration.

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Lacy Jae
05 April 2011 @ 03:57 pm

Originally published at Tongue Tied 'n Twisted. You can comment here or there.

or, Good Luck – you’ll need it.

I’m on a dating site. I’m not really looking for anything, friends, casual dating, whatever. Nothing serious.
You know how it is on these sites, there are some nasty guys (“I’m playing with my seven inch monster”) and nice guys and guys that seem very nice but you’re just not attracted to (I’m sorry, but neckbeard does not do it for me)… and then there are guys like this winner here:

This guy’s name is browncore and his profile is linked in his name – he was a jerk so I feel like sharing. Colour me petty – I’m okay with that. I don’t tolerate rudeness very well.

Sent 4/1/2011
Hey there nice profile :)
How are you doing today?

Sent 4/3/2011
Hey nice profile
How are you doing today?

Sent 4/3/2011
Hey there, nice profile :)
How’s life treating you this morning?

Sent 4/5/2011
Hey there nice profile
How are you doing today?

I finally replied:
I’m fine, thanks. I hope you’re doing well.

I’m sorry but I tend not to respond unless there’s something that really strikes me about someone’s profile. I am not sure if people prefer to get a “Thanks but no thanks” reply or none at all, so I’m sorry if you are one of the former. I don’t think, however, that sending the same message to me four times is really necessary when I haven’t responded.

Thanks anyway, and good luck!

Sent 4/5/2011
What are you babbling about you circu freak ass clown?
I don’t even remember messaging you before lol.
I think all that dye and colors are seeping into your brain lol, but thats alright, go fuel your ego somewhere else please.

And then blocked me.

Frankly: if I was going to “fuel my ego” it would be on someone much hotter than this “circu[s] freak ass clown”.

Douche? Check!

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Lacy Jae
26 March 2011 @ 11:10 pm

Originally published at Tongue Tied 'n Twisted. You can comment here or there.

I’ve been a little lazy lately and have, instead of doing much else, been watching a number of movies and reading a number of ebooks. And listening to a couple audiobooks, just to round things up a little. Figured I’d give a tiny review here and there – I’m not really one for analyzing things, and I tend to enjoy most movies I see, so don’t expect anything in depth.

Movies:

Tangled – Disney’s Rapunzel story. I saw this in theatres a while ago, and have re-watched it a couple times since then. Yesterday I watched it with my mom. I love this movie so much. It’s adorable, relatable, fun. The animation is great. It makes me wish Disney could make animals, and I would buy them out in a heartbeat. I want the damned chameleon, and probably the horse. It’s just a really sweet movie. If you haven’t seen it yet, you really, really need to.

The Tourist – Depp is a tourist who ends up mistaken for a guy in a lot of trouble. I found this to be quite a light movie, action-y good but not dark at all. It was very fun if that makes any sense to those of you who have seen it. I really enjoyed it more than I expected to.

Love and Other Drugs – I’m not entirely sure what I was expecting out of this movie, or what it gave me. It was a cute little love story centered around a girl with a bad disease and a guy working for a drug company. It was a good movie, and I liked it, don’t get me wrong. I guess I just feel like the ending was a little disconnected from the whole drug company thing. Like it was a huge part of the movie and then… Nothing?

Books:

Diary of a Mad Fat Girl by Stephanie McAfee – I snagged this on Kobo on a whim, because I can’t resist sales and cheap/free books. It wasn’t very long, or didn’t seem so, but it was really fun. I read it in one sitting and that usually doesn’t happen even with shorter books. I found the characters real and enjoyable, the situations rather similar, and the ending was great. If you’ve got a few hours to kill I highly recommend giving it a go. A trio of girl friends deal with a cheating, abusive husband, blackmailing boss, and a crazy, AWESOME old lady.

Girl Parts by John M. Cusick – another cheap-or-free Kobo ebook snagged for no real reason. Basically the story of disassociated boys who get robotic girl Companions to teach them how to properly form relationships, and how they fuck ‘em up. The end was very interesting, and while it was a shorter read, I quite liked it. A teen book, I think. Still. (And while I kept thinking of Chobits while reading it, it’s not all that similar.)

Audiobooks:

Twisted by Laurie Halse Anderson – I have no idea what I thought I was downloading when I grabbed this, but it was not the story I got. At all. This is the story of a socially inept teenager, Tyler, who gets in a whole shit load of trouble relating to the girl of his dreams and a party she invited him to, his emotionally abusive dad, and his twisted views of self. It was a good listen for a teen book, and I enjoyed whoever narrated my copy (which is not on my laptop and I am too lazy to look it up right now). It was an interesting listen.

Freebie:

HPPodcraft.com – okay, not an audiobook but a podcast. They mostly (so far as my brief listens have told me) talk about his stories, do some analysis, delve deeper into them. But they’ve got three full readings and I love their narrators. I also really enjoy listening to them talk about Lovecraft’s stories in general and find them to be really interesting, so check ‘em out!

More coming tomorrow, including some pics of my latest pieces, a write-up on what I learned at the 2011 Wedding Photographers Summit, and probably a few more movie blurbs. :) Time to cuddle my kitteh and watch a movie til I fall asleep.

xoxo!

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Lacy Jae

Originally published at Tongue Tied 'n Twisted. You can comment here or there.

I’ve had the great pleasure to travel to some amazing places. I haven’t been all over the world – I have yet to see Mexico, or Hawaii, or Cuba, for example, common vacation spots for families and young adults – but the places I’ve been are magical. I have, however, managed to check FOUR of 12 places off this 101 Things list.

Uluru, Australia – 2009

Also known as Ayer’s Rock, this is the landmark icon of the Australian outback, and perhaps Australia as a whole. The giant red rock jutting up out of the earth in the middle of nowhere, renowned for its mystical aura, its Aborigine origins. Uluru does not disappoint.

Mom and I took a tour out to Uluru and Kata Tjuta National Park when we went to Australia in 2009. It was amazing. Our tour bus was a thin thing, the road so holy that I thought I’d almost broke my spine a few times bouncing over ridges and gaping craters. The tour guide was a fount of information, knowing more Aborigine stories than he could possibly tell. I got to sit up front with him for a good portion of the tour and hear stories that the rest of the tour group didn’t. I was interested. I wish I’d thought to record them, or blog them or write them down, because there’s little more interesting than stories of how the world was formed and what things were seen to be.

 

Sydney Harbour, Australia – 2003/2009

We didn’t get to see a lot of Sydney Harbour in 2003. because there was a giant convention of doom going on. But I was there!
And in 2009, mom and I did a bus tour, and used Sydney as our base of operations for a couple tours outside the city. I’d really like to spend more time there, one day.

 

Great Barrier Reef, Australia – 2003
Unfortunately I don’t currently have access to my 2003 photos, or I’d share with you an awesome pic I have (from a National Geographic photographer) of me holding a starfish out on the Great Barrier Reef! It was an amazing event, to go out there and see the wonderful…. well, everything. I mean.. I can’t really say much about it, just that it was AMAZING. We even got to go in a helicopter and zoom about over the reef, and I have photos of rays and stuff from way up in the air! Swimming was spectacular, too. The only downside that I personally had is that I couldn’t scuba dive – I’ve had problems with water in my ears since I was a baby and the bubbles from the scuba mask hurt like hell and freaked me out quite a bit. I don’t really do well with deep open water, either, just fyi – I find it very unnerving. The two combined to leave me pretty shaky, and not to mention I’m an avid fan of reading about all the things that could possibly kill me – sharks, jellies, random fish that don’t even like the taste of people but sometimes bite them just in case they’ve changed their minds. I ended up snorkeling, somewhat, but the photographer surfacing to get a pic of me with the starfish nearly gave me heart failure. And I got a bit sea sick, and too much sun. All totally worth it, though.

That all being said, I desperately want to learn how to scuba dive and snorkel properly, get my scuba certification, and go diving. A LOT. I can’t express how much I want to hang out on the Reef, among other things. You possibly saw in my 30 Before 30, before I edited it out, that I want to swim with the whale sharks. So I mean, the ocean freaks me out but it’s also amazing and totally worth the fear because once you’re out there…. you see things you just really can’t experience anywhere else.

 

Grand Canyon, Arizona
This was back in high school, I think. My parents and I went to a ton of major US landmarks throughout my life, I have seen so many awesome places and sights. Grand Canyon remains one of my favorite stories to tell as far as an “I am crazy” story, or a “things I do for a photo” story (a selection which also includes lunging from a moving vehicle to get a photo of a bear, and chasing it up a hillside, but that’s a story for another post)…

I really, really wanted a good picture that everyone else wasn’t getting. So I kinda wandered off the path a little ways, through some bushes onto a little outcropping edge. I went to the very tippy top edge, put my foot half over the edge, just back enough to maintain balance, stuck my other leg out behind me, leaned waaaaaaaaay over, stretched out my arm and snapped a pic down into the Grand Canyon. I think I realized afterward that if I’d fell, no one would have seen me. I was rather hidden from view. My mom had a bit of a meltdown and still gets sweaty palms when I tell the story. It was pretty epic.

Alas, no photo either – this was way back in my film days, and while I hope to scan a lot of photos this summer, it just isn’t done now.

 

Golden Gate Bridge, San Fransisco
I think I went to San Fran the year I graduated high school, so 2000, but I could be wrong. I don’t remember a lot about the Bridge, except standing on a hill looking at it with some friends and my parents, and how chilly it was for summer. I’ll try to find my pictures when I scan them.

 

That’s it so far, of the 101 Things list. This is definitely one I’ll continue as I can.
(To come: Colosseum, Rome. Machu Picchu, Peru. The Pyramids at Giza, Egypt. Christ the Redeemer, Rio de Janeiro. Tah Mahal, Delhi. Angkor Wat, Cambodia. The Great Wall of China.)
(Bonus List: Iguacu Falls, Brazil-Argentina border. Yosemite National Park, California. Iceland. The Galapagos Islands. Stonehenge.)

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Lacy Jae
09 March 2011 @ 10:39 am

Originally published at Tongue Tied 'n Twisted. You can comment here or there.

I did a bad, bad thing the other day.</p>

I bought Dragon Age: Origins.

A couple things to know about me, in terms of video games.

Firstly: I suck. A lot. This is partially because I don’t play very often at all, and partially because I’m not a very tactical thinker. I’m an artist, not a planner. The extent of my planning is what tours to do and where to visit on vacation, or making lists. I have a good deal of games but I tend to play things like Rock Band when I’m alone or with most friends. My boyfriend and I play video games sometimes on date nights, or when I sleep over, which I love but it’s not very frequent. So I really kinda suck. I constantly blow us up. I get lost a lot. I don’t have the best control skills so I run around and if it was remotely realistic my character would be stumbling around drunkenly and flailing and possibly on fire.

My controls are getting better, but aiming is still my major downfall, and of course, I play on easy/casual because that’s really all I have the skills for (and that is giving me a lot of credit I don’t deserve! lol)… I am slightly shamed to say that I often need to employ walkthroughs to figure out what the hell I am supposed to be doing, where to find what I need to find, and how to defeat a foe. I seriously do not play video games often enough.

Secondly: I really like shooter games to play with my boy, but for personal play? Dragon Age: Origins is about as perfect as you can get. I used to play WoW often with various exes and I really loved it, but the above issues still applied: I tend to think that the people I was playing with thought I was perhaps a spastic monkey with a joystick. I was always getting lost (even in places I’d been fifteen times) and getting confused. My constant woe was “Where the hell did you go?!?!” And let’s not even get started on things like armor and weaponry! I understand the basics of stat boosting and levels of armor and all that, but I am a girl and I will go with lower armor if I like the look of it better. Or maybe that’s the artist in me – I always think about drawing my characters, and I prefer to draw them (or imagine them) in pretty outfits versus boring armor. But I love quests, and talking to people, and the RPG part of things. With WoW, what I didn’t like was the monthly price tag, no option for off-line play, requiring a party of other players to do a lot of the quests, and dicks ganking me constantly. If I must play with other people, I much prefer it be people I actually know and not random strangers (this would be why I don’t log into Left 4 Dead on my Steam account unless the boy or friends are playing with me) and it’s hard to organize people to play regularly.

I’d been resisting Dragon Age: Origins for a while. Mostly because I was very behind in school due to being sick, and neither of these issues has shown much sign of letting up. I caught up on previous semester’s stuff, however, and finding myself way, way, way more stressed than I thought I was (seriously, 8 on the pain scale for weeks will do that to a person), I said to hell with school work that I can’t do at home, and hello to Dragon Age!

Aaaaaand I’m addicted. I think I’ve had it a week or so, and I’m already gearing up to fight the archdemon. I have never played this much of a game before. (WoW perhaps, but I had it through two boyfriends and we played a lot.)  I am LOVING IT. I love the quests, I love the pretty graphics, I love the random conversations that my companions have around me. I love that you can romance characters. I love that things may come back to bite you in the ass (Zevran, you jerk!). I love that you can back a king or backstab him. I love that while your character is basically good, there’s such a huge range of personality there. It’s wonderful.

And when I close my eyes, I see things shining and I want to loot them. Oops, that means I’ve been playing too much, doesn’t it?

Of course, last night I learned that I completely bypassed Leliana somehow. I’m not sure how. I must have met her, but I don’t recall, and I certainly don’t have her in my party. So when Zevran decided to stab me in the back, I found myself Rogue-less. I can’t pick locks or do traps or anything. Augh! What the hell did I do? Tracy was laughing at me and boggling about how I could have possibly missed Leliana, and how Zevran could have gone against me. “You’re playing it wrong!” was her war cry, and obviously she was right, but I have no idea what I was doing wrong. I don’t game enough! This is what I keep saying! I have no idea how to play these things and now I’m missing a party member, one of my core companions tried to kill me and is dead, and I haven’t even bedded Alistair yet. Off I go to kill an archdemon – wish me luck.

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Lacy Jae
05 March 2011 @ 08:01 am

Originally published at Tongue Tied 'n Twisted. You can comment here or there.

101 Things #98: Go on a demonstration.I have always loved animals. When I was little, I wanted to be a vet. I got a whole collection of vet books at a yard sale and, while I didn’t understand most of it, I read bits and pieces. I remember getting animal rights related magazines here and there, and at some point after high school I got involved in online animal rights groups. It was mostly talking to people, getting support for living in Calgary – aka Cowtown. Alberta is Canada’s Texas, where the most beef is produced, and not overly progressive as far as being open to vegetarianism and stuff is. I learned a lot about how they treat food animals in the States, where most of the material is printed, though I remain uncertain how things are done here. I know our animals seem to have a lot of space compared to factory farmed US animals but I haven’t really seem the factory farming thing up here.</p>

In any case, I started talking to some amazing people. I eventually went vegetarian for a few months, and then vegan for three years. If I hadn’t been diagnosed with cancer, I may still be vegan, but as it was, that was a really hard time in my life and I ended up going back to eating meat.

That’s not the point, however. The point is that during this time, I tried really hard to get involved with local activists. I believe I did two fur protests and a Stampede rodeo protest.  I wanted to be more involved, but they were extremely disorganized with no real website to speak of (and kept refusing to let me update the website), and I found it very frustrating to deal with, so eventually I ended up losing interest.

But I’ve done a few! I will do more as the mood strikes and as opportunity arises with ideas I believe in.

 

If you’re unfamiliar with the Calgary Stampede, it happens for about a week every summer. The part that I like is the fair aspect: there are games, and rides, and typical foods like funnel cake and mini donuts. There are concerts, both country and my style (anything from Finger Eleven to Tea Party). There’s a big big shopping area that has everything from specialty clothing (and not just western wear: biker gear, corsets, everything), stuff you see on tv kinda thing, a big video game area… It’s just a lot of fun. I don’t mind the farming areas, where they showcase stock and stuff… The part I’m not a fan of is the rodeo, where horses get hurt and are put down every year (I think one year was 11). There’s some rodeo work that I don’t mind, like barrel racing, where people are actually concerned with how their animals do and making sure they DON’T get hurt and DON’T need to be put down. But at the Stampede? Enough animals every year get euthanized that I really have to wonder how much these people actually care about their animals.

So while I GO to the Stampede some years, I go for shopping and rides and funnel cake and mini donuts and games. Never rodeo.

That’s not saying I’ve never hurt anything while I was there. One year, I hit the balloon dart guy in the ass with a dart, it careened off and broke a balloon, and I didn’t get a prize.

 
 
Lacy Jae
02 March 2011 @ 01:36 am

Originally published at Tongue Tied 'n Twisted. You can comment here or there.

101 Things #75: Get a tattoo and/or piercing.I’ve done both of these numerous times! The dates are all fuzzy, including years, but here’s my list. I’ll add pics once I find them. :) </p>

Piercings:
- Labret. 18 years old? Maybe 19? First piercing. Still got it! :)
- Navel. pre-2003. I had to take it out in 2003 in Australia when it went nasty. Gone.
- Eyebrow. Didn’t heal well and started rejecting. Gone.
- Snakebites (both sides of lower lip) – 2006, celebrated finishing chemo by getting holes jammed in my lips. They didn’t want to heal properly. Gone.
- Nape x2. First one I got after first meeting Tracy, as she had one and I loved it. I got a second one a while later, pierced with a soft material rather than metal, and I switched my first one to the same thing, and they got irritated. Gone.
- Lip. I forget the name, but inside it sits just about my gumline and it comes out in the middle of my lower lip. I look like I have a vertical labret, with my two piercings. I love it. :)

Tattoos:
- Turquoise scarab beetle that I designed, lives between my shoulder blades. My first tattoo (but not my first design, heh) and I think I was 19 when I got him. Unfinished, as I haven’t designed his wings or decided what he will be holding (sun or moon or something else)…
- Quote on each wrist. On my right, “Light, in the absence of eyes, illuminates nothing.” Left, “What the flame does not consume, consumes the flame.” They are both quotes from the Aeon Flux cartoon, which sounds silly but I bet you thought they were kinda cool before you read that. I have always loved the oddness of that show, and these quotes specifically spoke to me. The first is my “art” quote, basically reminding me to LOOK, to really SEE, and that there is beauty in everything. The second is my “strength” quote, basically what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, which I need a reminder of occasionally when I’m feeling weak. Gods know I’ve had enough happen in my life that a reminder that it’s made me stronger is needed sometimes.

I have more tattoos planned, including cap sleeves of Cthulhu theme (though yet to be designed), an elder star tattoo that looks like a scar or brand on the back of my neck, and at least two more quotes, both from Aeon Flux again. “They say cats always land on their feet, but at this point there’s really no floor,” down around my ankle, and “That which doesn’t kill us, simply makes us… stranger,” possibly as a chest/clavicle/whatever area tattoo.

Have you had any piercings or tattoos? What have you got?
If not, why? Do you hope to in the future? How do you feel about body modification?